You Gave Me Hope Once Again

Dear Raphael,

Today under the hot sun again. Catching a glimpse of you once again. Your daddy's gf is still around in the house. Everytime i was there, she is always there also. It hurts so much to see you so close to somebody else and calling her mommy... when you have only one biological mother here.

When i left... i blew you a flying kiss.. and you did the same after looking around to see if anybody was watching you. And you give the sign... SHHHHH! with your fingers to your lips after you blew the kiss.

That's all the support that i need... to know that there is still hope.

Loving you lots, Mommy

LionHeart roars at Saturday, May 19, 2007 0 comments

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Counselling

Dear Raphael,

Grandma and myself was there early... But as usual, your daddy, ah ma, joreen and yourself is late for 20 minutes. You spiked up your hair and you dared not even looked at us. You were so closed. At least i got to spend at least 5 minutes in the room with you alone and the counsellor and you were so closed that i could just smell your hair. I miss you lots baby.

Grandma cried again after seeing you for so close. She was so sad to see you sick again with running nose and sneezing your head off... At least she got to see you so closed up.

We are still waiting for you to come back with us baby. Fighting so hard for you already. Please give us a sign of some hope.. that you are still with us baby....

Loving you lots baby
Mommy

LionHeart roars at Wednesday, May 16, 2007 0 comments

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On Purpose

Dear Baby,

Was supposed to see you at ten o'clock. But i need to go the bank. Messaged your daddy to tell him that i will be late.

His message: ANYTIME AFTER 1030, I'LL BRING HIM OUT!

Excuse me.. that is on purpose baby.. trying to make things difficult for me. In the end, i reached your place at 1015am. And it seems that you have just woken up... sigh.. on purpose. Just to make things difficult for me. I stayed till 12pm... but you just ignored me once again as usual.

How long must i suffer to be with you again?

Missing you lots, Mommy

LionHeart roars at Saturday, May 12, 2007 0 comments

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