Dear Raphael,

I was so frustrated. Your daddy messaged me this in the midde of the night at 02.49
Irritating. He thinks everyone is still awake at that kind of timing.

His message: Raphael will b away for tml n next sat

He is always like that. He should have told me instead of the night before... So that i could have gone to see you during the week instead of saturday. At least a glimpse of you. But no. He just took 2 saturdays of visit without even consulting me. Just inform me. So selfish of him...

I just hate it whenever he does all these little things to me. It is so obvious that he is trying to make things difficult and take away my time with you even though it is just a mere 10 minutes... or just to take you away so that i will not get to see you at all...

Sigh.. i miss you baby...

Love you, Mommy