Dear Raphael,

Grandma and myself was there early... But as usual, your daddy, ah ma, joreen and yourself is late for 20 minutes. You spiked up your hair and you dared not even looked at us. You were so closed. At least i got to spend at least 5 minutes in the room with you alone and the counsellor and you were so closed that i could just smell your hair. I miss you lots baby.

Grandma cried again after seeing you for so close. She was so sad to see you sick again with running nose and sneezing your head off... At least she got to see you so closed up.

We are still waiting for you to come back with us baby. Fighting so hard for you already. Please give us a sign of some hope.. that you are still with us baby....

Loving you lots baby
Mommy