Dear Raphael,

Your words hurt me once again like a knife piercing into my heart. She was there once again. This is the 2nd time this year... last week was the first i saw her. I asked if there was anyone teaching you.... you said yes..... mommy.... it was painful... heard you refering her as your mommy hurt me deep. My tears flow once again. Every week, with her around, your unintentional words cut me deep.

Ah ma shouted out: Raphael, if you don't want to eat, i will eat it. Come in and eat first, go behind, talk later....

Raphael, mommy is sitting in the sun, trying to have a decent 10 min conversation with you. But yet, others are always trying to cut short my time with you. In the end, i am always losing my quality time with you.

I love you baby,
Be with me,
Mommy