Dear Raphael,

Appointment for the counselling is at 2.30pm. I reached there at 2.15pm. As usual, your father is a perpectually late comer. He reached at 3.20pm. I was already inside the room with the counsellor... talked till i cried. It is painful to tell another the pain that you have put me through. A mother's love... that is being taken away. And being replaced by someone else.

Baby, I am still keeping to my word.. that i will fight for you, fight for your happiness, fight for your future. Please give me time. You are all the strength that i needed in this war.....

Love, Mommy