Dear Raphael,

Why am i not surprised to know that you are not in school today? Is it because you are really sick or daddy knows that i will be coming down today that is why he don't allow you to go to school? Actions speak alot now ya....

Walked all the way in to see if you are at home. The house is quiet. I didn't see you.. so i left. Baby, i kept to my promise of seeing you... i promise that i will see you today...

I went to Ai Tong to check out your orientation date, time and your class today. Cos your daddy of course won't tell me about it. Not even your doctor appointment or surgery date loh. He just wants me totally out and disrespecting me as a mother to you. I checked with the AM and realised that when he registered you that day. He told them that i was uncontactable. How can i uncontactable when he can call me balloting day and told me that you got into Ai tong? He just doesn't want me to be there for you or be any decision making about your life. This shows his integrity. Lies lies lies. Which is all he is capable of.

I had my first paper to day. Financial Mathematics. It was ok. I just wished that i could see you today before my exams that's all. I was a disappointed. But then, looking at your pics in my handphone at least made me feel better. One more paper to go... i wonder when will i get to see you. I hope to see you tomorrow. Last day of school already... hope you will be in school.

Missing you lots,
Mommy