A fruitful trip to KL
Dear Raphael,
Just a mere few hours. My tears fell. It roll down silently. I am in KL now. Taking a break from my hectic lifestyle. I think i just needed a break.
Went to a cafe and had a tarot card reading. I paid RM25 for it. And i asked how is my relationship with you.
First few cards... death... strength...
It said that my relationship with you is dead... now. Cos there is a too wide gap inbetween us. But yet you need me. It says that i cannot give up hope and must do everything i can to show you that i care and i love you. It also says that things may seem bleak like what for i do so much when all i get is your rejection..... but i should never ever give up cos you neeed me. And now, you are trying to find a reason to smile.....The main thing to show you is that i keep my promises to you. You need that kind of assurance from me that I will always be there. I have to spend more time with you to show you that i love you. It also says that you have a very bad impression of me... our communication level is super low. That is why, the only way for me to get through to you is to never give up and be there for you, keep to my promises to you. It says that you are a little 'xiao chong ming' and the cards stated heirloom with an emperor on it. It means that you need the correct guidance otherwise it will be the extreme case for you. And our relationship can never be broken.
So i hope.. and pray... i will hope and pray for us.. baby.. for the time for us to be reunited.
I love you baby.
I will only be back on Sunday... till then.
Mommy
Just a mere few hours. My tears fell. It roll down silently. I am in KL now. Taking a break from my hectic lifestyle. I think i just needed a break.
Went to a cafe and had a tarot card reading. I paid RM25 for it. And i asked how is my relationship with you.
First few cards... death... strength...
It said that my relationship with you is dead... now. Cos there is a too wide gap inbetween us. But yet you need me. It says that i cannot give up hope and must do everything i can to show you that i care and i love you. It also says that things may seem bleak like what for i do so much when all i get is your rejection..... but i should never ever give up cos you neeed me. And now, you are trying to find a reason to smile.....The main thing to show you is that i keep my promises to you. You need that kind of assurance from me that I will always be there. I have to spend more time with you to show you that i love you. It also says that you have a very bad impression of me... our communication level is super low. That is why, the only way for me to get through to you is to never give up and be there for you, keep to my promises to you. It says that you are a little 'xiao chong ming' and the cards stated heirloom with an emperor on it. It means that you need the correct guidance otherwise it will be the extreme case for you. And our relationship can never be broken.
So i hope.. and pray... i will hope and pray for us.. baby.. for the time for us to be reunited.
I love you baby.
I will only be back on Sunday... till then.
Mommy
LionHeart roars at Saturday, October 28, 2006 5 comments 
5 hunters:
"The most important thing a father can do for his children is to love their mother."
Theodore M Hesburgh
"The greatest gift a parent can give a child is unconditional love. As a child wanders and strays, finding his bearings, he needs a sense of absolute love from a parent. There's nothing wrong with tough love, as long as the love is unconditional."
"You don't have to deserve your mother's love. You have to deserve your father's."
"Children seldom misquote you. In fact, they usually repeat word for word what you shouldn't have said."
Maybe that is why he can say all those hurtful words to you as he keeps on repeating what he heard.... all the while.
"Children are natural mimics who act like their parents despite every effort to teach them good manners."
Maybe that is why he is always so rude and so bad tempered towards you... so don't blame him.
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