Dear Raphael,

I paid up for the full renovation loan on the 7th September. It was around 9k plus.. closer to 10k already. Got sick of the stupid bank calling and pressing for payment and of course with that good for nothing daddy of yours... who would rather put 10k with the lawyers than pay up for the bills and prevent the bank from suing. This shows his priorities in life... bad judgement. Wrong priorities. No wonder he got so much to sue here and there. Waste time and money.

I would rather spend it all on courses for you. Speech, drama, art, music classes etc. Anyway, let's see if your daddy will return the 5 k to me or not. If not, this shows his integrity... and i got to sue him for the money back. Irritating to be facing this kind of despicable idiots in life nowadays.

Sorry i have not written to you for the past few days. I am going through a tough period in my life and i am still trying to heal my broken heart. I just hope that you won't be the same kind of liars that most men are, like your daddy also who can lie with his eyes open and no conscience at all. Men... hurt women's heart like nobody business in this cruel world out here. I need you by my side baby to tell me that everything will be alright and sayang me for a while.

I will be going for another mediation court tomorrow. As usual, your daddy will be there. Let's see what kind of lies would he tell the judge again. Can't wait to laugh at his stupidity of his lies... so absurd.

I have not been eating well, sleeping well these since beginning of last week. I hate men who lies. Please baby, don't ever lie to me.. cos i don't think i can take it anymore. My heart is too fragile already. I wonder when can i see you again??

Loving you lots,
Mommy