Dear Raphael,

Your daddy called again to update me that you have got into Ai Tong Primary School. That's fantastic! Cos got personal friends inside there who are teachers... which means i am able to know more things about you... and maybe can get pictures of you studying or having your CCA easily.. and of course.. with your class photo! I can get your every year class photo!

Oh... Raphael.. i am so excited for you to go to school. Can't help but look forward to you growing up. Till you are twelve... you can make the choice to come back to me... 6 more years to wait.. for you to grow up and be mine again...

Is it a false hope that i am giving myself... i do not know. But as long as i have hope... you have hope too...

Loving you lots,
Mommy