Dear Raphael,

Today is the first day of phase 2c of primary one registration. Wonder if daddy knows how to go about registering you. Wonder if he knows about the forms that he needs to fill up.. needs to bring. He didn't even bother to ask me where he is going to register you in. This shows his character. He just wants to put me out of your life totally in all your choices in life. I wished.. i wished.. that i could be there to guide you. Instead of him... who knows nothing about the education line in schools... Sigh....

I didn't call him to ask anything cos i do not want him to know that i care and he will use it against me. The only weakness in my life which he could attack is you... only you baby. And he knows it. And i will never ever shows this side of me to him.... cos i don't want him to hurt you... he has already hurt you enough by negatively affecting your judgement towards me... thus making you feel that you can't love me the way you want to.. and making your childhood filled with unhappiness... oh baby.... what can i do ... my hands are tied....

In the end, he called at around 4pm to inform me that he has registered you in Ai Tong Pri Sch and they will ballot. If you don't get in, then he will re register you in Catholic. Just to inform, never seek advice or ask for my opinion. Sigh... Parents always think they know best but in actual fact... they don't. They just listen to others... sigh.

Missing you lots baby,
Mommy