Dear Raphael,

I was looking through our pictures together again... every single picture in my mind is still so fresh... that i can almost hear your laughter and hear you calling me once again when i closed my eyes..... memories once again.. of our good times together..... so painful now to even think of it. Tears will just welled up again with thoughts of you....

Teaching you the primary one syllabus when you are 5 years old

You were so interested in magic tricks at a party

So many memories of you so fresh in my mind.. sometimes, my primary and secondary school friends will ask about you... and there they go saying... just take it easy... he will come back to you one day.. must have faith in God....

Easier said than done .. baby, when you are my flesh and blood ... you came out from me... i carried you for 9 months... sigh.. something that most of my friends do not understand...

I am really missing you like crazy... with memories...

I wonder if you still have memories of me kept at the back of your mind.. or has it been poisoned so deeply that all happy times together are being erased....

Always with open arms, Mommy