Dear Raphael,

Today, my school celebrated lantern festival. It just reminds me of you. This time round, i didn't even go near the spooky house which you like. I was so afraid that i will burst into tears with memories of you. But i stood outsde... and close my eyes. The memories of you bringing me inside the spooky house. Telling me what to do. Is still so clear in my mind. When i was walking on stilts.. i can almost see you standing on the benches... waving at me.

Baby... my heart still aches whenever i think of you. I think this kind of pain will never leave me for life. Cos you are mine....

Yours lovingly, Mommy