Dear Raphael,

Sunday. We went to Jurong East to eat fish ball noodles. Your favourite. I still remember the last time we went there. We were all rushing you to eat finish so that you can go to the playground at IMM. And you were such a good boy to eat it up quickly. And of course, we let you have a longer time at the playground at the IMM. I miss you dearly ....

Now, then i realised what is unconditional love of a mother... no matter how much you hurt me with your words.. and how hard you push me away. I will always still miss you and love you... although you have been brain washed till you are so filled of hatred for me. I am still missing you.. cos i only remember the loving moments and words before your daddy knows that i am fighting for custody. Mother's love is unconditional... i will wait... till i die.. to be able to have a glimpse of hope to be with you.

Lovingly yours,
Mommy