Dear Raphael,

Friday, which is today, i had sports day. It was a superb long day under the sun. At night, we had to go for sports day dinner. The door gift was a calculator. Took this photo just to let you see... how ugly my face can be. Does this photo make you smile? Cos i hope it does.

All i want is for you to laugh and smile... at me. And mommy's exams are coming so i have no idea when can i see you again. Sigh... I miss you. I am sorry that i did not come to see you for weeks already... do you know how much i miss you? That the thought of you makes me tear.... only by looking at pictures in my heart... then i feel you close...

Thoughts: What's the point in making me gloat only for a moment?

Love, Mommy