Dear Raphael,

I was at AMK in the evening. Looking out of the condo window.... staring into the night...my thoughts ran to you. Wishing you were here with me .... wishing we were looking at the same piece of sky. Wishing... just wishing .... to see you again.

It is so ridiculous that somebody can comment that i do not care about you ... cos i didn't go and see you. And when i go and see you, somebody called the police. So i was wondering if the somebody can make up his mind.... so whatever i do.... i go and see you.... or not to see you when he is around.. he can also find ways to brain wash you.

I do see you often baby.... please bear that in mind. You do not see me... but i see you... i see you clearly from afar...when you are doing your work... listening to your teacher teaching... you reading your book.... i always have you in my heart... your picture is as clear as crystal.... in my mind.

I do watch over you... i do see you ..... hidden behind the shadows... hidden behind the walls...
If you watch closely enough... you will see me near... near your heart....

Tears just roll down....when i am penning my feelings down for you right now....

Loving you lots... Missing you lots...
Mommy