Tears fell down. Wits end. That idiot get baby to call me at 1 plus in the afternoon for no particular reason at all. Baby's words pierce through my heart... like a sword that is so sharp... that drew blood.... "Mummy, i don't want you anymore. I want Joreen mummy and daddy. " Is it on purpose that he get baby to call to affect my day this way... he has trained him well.... tears fell... heart broken. But yet i cannot blame baby at all cos he is still young... a piece of white canvas... drawn by the idiot , confused about the facts... lured by the devil in that idiot .... all his sentences with hidden meaning. I asked to speak with daddy.And in the background i heard him said that he don't want to talk to me cos he is eating. Get son to rely messages .... and ask why is he eating so slow... " I don't want to be HUNGRY" This sentence itself with hidden linings of that day when he was late in fetching son... and baby got to go hungry.. cos i don't want to get blamed for letting him eat when idiot is fetching him out for lunch... but yet... he has his ways.. of making it seem that i am depriving baby of food intentionally in baby's innocent eyes.... If i give,he will barked ... like i intentionally let baby eat so that he cannot eat when with him..... Childish in using the son.... naive and innocent is my son .... How i wish my son is old enough to see the flaws... childishness.... despicable ways of that idiot.Till today... my tears... still fall whenever i remember baby's hurtful words....but yet, i have to be strong for him.. to return when he see light....