I went to Raphael's place to see him. I told baby that i will bring him out for a while. Mother in law was beside him all the while. He looked worried ... and repeated a few times to mother in law. Not to tell daddy that i go out with mummy. It hurts so much to see him so worried. He walked to the car, but once i opened the door... he pulled at me and said .. Mommy, i don't want to go out. His face is so worried and kept on glancing at mother in law....I told him i will bring him back before daddy comes back and daddy will not know. In the end, he still backed out and said no. Guess he was really so scared, worried and insecure... about mother in law telling Jerome of the outing. Baby decided not to take the risk in going out with me to incur the wreath of him. So sad whenever i looked at him... knowing that how much he wanted to go but yet the fear of making Jerome angry, disappointed .. etc. So in order not to make things difficult for baby, i left with a heavy heart with Baby standing at the gate watching forlornly... Tears fell down once again.....