After that heated up talk with Jerome, No wonder.... everything fall into place. My son don't even want to come out cos he is in that girl's arms. Until he told him to come out cos Grandma is here to see you. Look at his choice of words... terrible. We CAME TO FETCH him... not to see him. Come on. He knows that son won't follow... that is why he knows that we can only see him. Raphael keeps on glancing at him. Seeking his approval. In the end, he came out... but kept on glancing at the gate for his father. Gave him chocolates and show ome of his toys... he took the toys and ran back inside the gate to show them. Then after a while, he came out and close the gate. I wonder what had he told him.... As far as i know, he won't just close the gate on us. Then we called out to him again, this time round, he said something out of purpose so loud..... tell raphael to go out..... It was quite surprising that when Raphael went in that time, no sound of talking at all .... come on... son cam in with some toys to show you.. there must be some sort of converstaion.. but we heard none of his voice and he came and closed the gate????? Impossible. Raphael came out... still with the worried look. Jerome came out and raphael immediately stands up ... actually he was sitting on my mother's legs. He was so figitive.. and seems to be always glancing at the door. He said that he missed us softly. Before he ran off inside... he whispered.... to tell us to call him. If only i had video taped down all his reactions. It showed that he wants to come but yet.... so afraid of angering or displeasing the one he lived with. Surival skills. He had cough and a bruise mark of his right side of the face. He told us he fell down. Jerome still say 'feng liang hua' you want you can take him out.... i am not stopping you. Ha ha... of course he is not.... when he has already ensure that raphael won't follow us. But smart enough, we waited outside the house for a while. Saw that he took out the bicycle and put inside his car with raphael behind him and with the slut waiting at the gate..... Ha ha..... Mystery solved. He promised that he will bring him cycling later... again... regardless of him following or not. What's the point in making the son confused?





Sad case. Tears fell down. My son has been brain washed by him. Now, he doesn't even want to follow me anywhere at all. It hurts so much when you are being rejected by the one you love unconditionally. Being a mother is difficult. He brought up the past stuff to say me again. He happened to tell me that his mother flew off today. He stopped himself in time to tell me the location. How convenient. Anyway, that is not important. He yelled like a mad man about the house again.. and all his rights. He is such a loser to behave this way everytime. He said that he wished that i would not see the son ever again. I mean.. that sentence is enough to know how far to the extend that he will make it happen. Now is just the beginning. There is no way that son will choose not to follow me. I have not hit him before or yelled at him before. And to the extend that my son is hidding behind him. He must have told him something. Excuse me.... Brain washed till ... the pain hurts so so much... and he knows that my son is the only one who can get into the outer core of me... and reach the inside and make it bleed. He knows it and he got me by my archillies heel. Pain pain.. oh Raphael.. what did daddy do to you?