Same thing happened again. He denied access and my son has hurtful words for me again. Verbal abuse was all I had from that idiot and with his girl jumping around taking pictures. Walked all the way in the rain, soaked all the way through...crying my heart out.....Oh Raphael, how much you have hurt me with those words of yours.... only you can do that to me.... and he knows it therefore using you to hurt me needlessly....

I REFUSE TO BE DISCOURAGED

I refuse to be discouraged,
To be sad, or to cry,
I refuse to be downhearted,
And here's the reason why...
I have a God who's mighty,
Who's sovereign and supreme;
I have a God who loves me,
and I am on His team.
He is all wise and powerful,
Jesus is His name;
Though everyhing is changeable,
My God remains the same.

My God knows all that's happening;
Beginning to the end,
His presence is my comfort,
He is my dearest friend.
When sickness comes to weaken me,
To bring my head down low,
I call upon my mighty God;
Into His arms I go.

When circumstances threaten to rob me from my peace;
He draws me close unto His breat.
Where all y strvings cease.
And when my heart melts within me,
And weakness takes control;
He gathers me into His arms,
He soothes my heart and soul.
The great "I AM" is with me,
My life is in His hand,

The "Son of the Lord" is my hope,
It's in His strength I stand.
I refuse to be defeated,
My eyes are on my God;
He has promised to be with me,
as through this life I trod.
I'm looing past all my circumstances,
To Heaven's throne above;
My prayers have reached the heart of God,
I'm reing in His love.
I give God thanks in everything,
My eyes are on His face;
The battle's His,
the victory is mine;
He'll help me win the race.